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I am writing this as an overview of this place for anyone who come across this blog and as an introduction to myself.
Starting with my name.
I'm Louie.
And I write here :
- To journal.
- Inform others.
- Attract ambitious people.
- Talk about my emotions and feelings.
Who Am I:
I'm colossally ambitious and emotional. I'm passionate about innovation and changemaking. I like learning so freaking much and I have an oversupply of ideas.
I wasn't always like this though. I wasn't born like this. My passion and interest came piece by piece as I learn and experience.
Starting from
The past.
It was just 3 years ago when I used to spend a lot of time wondering the internet for everything but productive. I didn't care if i get anything done nor do i plan to. I explore, do nothing and learned barely. Now I became goal oriented and it definitely made my life easier.
Back in the early days.
I had an amazing childhood I have so many friends until we move from 3 different cities, I lost contact with most of my friends and we always have financial difficulty thats almost always our main reason for moving and now were on our 6th apartment.
From the age 14 until 19 I have been responsible for chores around apartment - washing clothes and doing the dishes, raising two of my sisters with 2 year age gap. Both my parents have to work to support our family.
Around 2019 while im in grade 9. I discontinued school mainly because I'm getting bullied even in my elementary years one teacher keeps making fun of me to a point ill fake being sick just so i can go back home. Bullying didnt stop there I was bullied until high school ill go back home exhilarated, i have no friends, people make fun of me, I distance myself to everyone that time. Despite those challenges in school Ill go back home everyday and still take care of my siblings and the apartment I feel so tired of everything I thought everything is pointless. Nobody cares a bit about me. I persuaded my mom that i drop out because i am so bullied and at the same time i can unload a responsibility on my grandmother who take care of the children while im away. My mom agreed.
Unbeknown to me that decision would changed my personality a lot. I became more active, i get more rest, I became friendlier toward people, i was finally outgoing, i can speak my mind and have fun with others which compared from past has been nothing but a dream, by the time we have to move to another apartment I already have so many great memories. All while being responsible brother to my sisters. The time and freedom i had also expanded my interests.
As time came life reminded me to take responsibility on my own life. Kids grow up so fast.
With the help of my mom she persuaded me to learn modular on high school and study on ALS which is around 2022.
I was hesitant but I did it anyway.
I still haven't finish K-12 I'm halfway grade 11. When i told someone dear to me i haven't finish high school. He didn't question why. Instead he asks me a forward thinking question instead of asking more about my past. Its ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Well for me, I could've chosen mechanical engineering / computer science or architecture to be honest. Its more defined than how i told him about it because before i was a big explorer and i couldn't decide. But certainly I'm always interested in things like electronics, robots, buildings,business, economics, cars, aviation, biology, medicine, physics. I like learning everything as long as I don't know/understand things yet and I can find a use for it.
Yet most of us cant live on just learning. We have to convert our interest to something useful for others. One way we do that is by doing a job.
As for me I had many different jobs before. I did them to acquire some experience, well personally the reason was to take some time away from the house. AAAHHHHHH for some long personal reason.
Around 2024 I attempt to start my own business but it failed. I didnt even know how to get a job around this time.
But I learned a lot from this failure and gave me many great experience and memories.
That's about it in my past.
The present.
I put my visionary self in the passenger seat. Today I plan and move because its a requirement.
My goal right now is make my first mobile app successful. I live the past 7+ months starting on june/july of 2025 to move closer to that goal. Yes I'm still very far but I'm very far from where I started.
Some shifts in my personality as well are :
- Writing plans
- Keeping a to do list
- Being more disciplined
- Having more prayers
I prayed more than i have in the past 2 years more than in my entire life.
So far I like where everything is going but still I never face a day without a problem since I started this journey but it helps make things interesting. Sooooooo its nothing to complain for.
Into the future.
I have many plans, ideas anddddddddddddd many manyyyyyyy inspiration.
Things go awry, but I always try to remind myself that old adage that we didnt come this far to come this far.
But into the future. My current problems would probably be very insignificant. So I'm always looking forward, in turn I'm always anxious. I would keep a promise to myself that someday I would become a great CEO.
Summary:
- I had the best childhood ever when were still in Pampanga.
- We've moved out a lot; today were on our sixth apartment.
- I was bullied in 5th grade until high school except grade 6 because it was awesome.
- Character development when i dropped out in school in grade 9.
- Focused on raising my sisters since they're baby until the elder sister turned 5.
- I was enrolled to ALS.
- I explored many many things online.
- Incorporated a business which didnt work out (yet).
- Worked several local jobs.
- Worked on my own applications and tried freelancing.
- Enrolled on a diploma program (though not one relative or family member knows about it yet and i have my own reason) .
And the list will go on.
Last Notes:
I have many unpublished post here they're more sensitive so I keep them private for now. I’ll publish them when the time feels right.
P.S.This post is variable.